I've Got So Much Left To Say

credits to amihedgehog



Life doesn't seem fair. It feels as though everytime there's something good i get, there's something else i have to give back. and i can't weigh the differences or bargain for better.

Most people say life is fair. That girl in the magazine may seem like she has everything she could want in the world. Fame, fortune, car, that limited edition bag from wherever. but she's probably bound to miss out on something that we have. And people all yearn so much to be just like "another person".

Sometimes, maybe I too, yearn for too much. I crave silly things that I don't need. More money to do more shopping; or that stunning Marc Jacobs bag that cost a bomb. And when I finally get what I desire, I don't seem at all satisfied.

Yet, every day, I hardly appreciate the little things around me which are so important really. Maybe it's something really simple like having a home to come home to, instead of craving for a big mansion with a big driveway for that latest, shiny Jaguar.

I feel so lost suddenly, and I don't know where to turn, with this feeling of not being able to be in control. And for once in a long time, I'm really scared. I have so much, yet nothing to lose at all.