okay, so recently SIP hasnt been kind to me. maybe it's not the work. i hope it's not the work. I STILL HAVE TEN MORE WEEKS TO GO. maybe it's my mood. although i think steph has been great company all around. i'm glad i'm actually getting closer to all my other SIP mates. we have such an awesome bonding thingy going on.

i finally met my bf today. and i'm really glad i did. it's nice to know someone's really there for you. hey, not in body but there in spirit. thanks, that sounds so cliche until i feel my hair standing too. haha. i feel so much better after having such a long chat with you all the way home. thanks ((: you have no idea how much your friendship mean to me and i'm just glad i have you for company for impromptu dinners as and when i need to spill my thoughts out. we should just chat on the phone or stay out all night talking and catching up, even though i believe we're pretty 'current' with each other. lol. yeah, let's do that when my SIP ends. maybe by then, i'll be dead.

oh yes, and we heard banging noises from above at Orchard MRT just now and thought that it was just construction. but then we thought it was kinda late and the workers should have stopped work already. and then the banging noises became louder and more consistent and made the ground shook so we were freaking out, imagining that T-Rex from Jurassic Park or Godzilla was gonna come and stomp us flat right in the station. haha.

it's times like these sometimes when i can actually come to understand who are indeed my true friends. the "someones" who can blabber nonsense with me and understands me from where i'm coming from. listen to my rubbish and put up with my crap. THANKS, you know. i hope you know who you all are. i really appreciate you guys now, more than ever. boy, i guess i never missed you all quite as much as i do today. be honoured alright? ((:

i'm feeling a little dead today but am still alive and kicking. maybe that's the reason why i can actually be blogging in the middle of the week. normally i'm too pooped when i come home or there's just nothing for me to blog about. i feel like this week is seriously crawling by ever so slowly and i've done so much in the first two days of this week it could account for almost an entire week already. that's working life huh.

on a totally random note, i feel like going on a hiatus.
i think i should.

tomorrow, we agreed on wearing pink or red, all of us. dammit. i have to go find something to suit the colour theme now.


i still hang on to your every word;
it's like i'm afraid to let go.
i still try to figure out your thoughts;
hoping that i'll understand you so.